| my space |
[Nov. 11th, 2004|12:19 am] |
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| | tomorrow belongs to us - casualties | ] |
somehow, jess convinced me to start a blog on myspace.com, and so i did
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/10469231
so check out. i don't know how i get conviced to do these things. |
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| monday's are terrible |
[Nov. 8th, 2004|05:55 pm] |
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| |  crappy | ] |
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| | proven - hatebreen | ] |
i really do hate mondays. i wonder what the world would be like without mondays. i remember a Garfield episode when that happened, it was pretty funny but it wasn't good for garfield. i guess its a lesson of becareful of what u wish for. well, my weekend was ok. friday i bought the new remake of Dawn of the dead. its a good movie. i saw that in the theater with jess. that was an interesting day. saturday, bill came up here with another girl. that dude is an internet pimp. this girl was better than the last girl tho. but still i hate being a third wheel. at first, i was having fun, but later in the night, i was wishing i was back at school. his dumbass got lost coming up here and almost got lost goin home. and they call me stupid all the time. i didn't go to bed till 4:30, but don't feel bad cuz i was worth it...to a certain extent. anyway. sunday was kinda boring, i was all hype to watch the eagles game but they got their asses kicked so i turned it off. so i just sat on my ass basically all day on sunday. now its monday, and mondays are the craziest out of the week. Tuesdays are bad as well, but tuesday didn't happen yet so i don't know how bad that day is gonna be. but tonight, at 7 i gotta go practice, then at 7:30 theres a senior recital that i must attend, then i have combo practice right after that, then after that i have a rhythm sectional at 9. and i hate them.
also i'm sooo stressed about next semester, cuz i thought that i only need 13 credits to graduate, now i need 18 plus i need to take piano lessons on teh side. i won't have time for anything next semester. god, i can't wait to get outta here!!! its so trying and confusing. (sigh) i'm outta here, later |
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| Sad day for America |
[Nov. 4th, 2004|08:13 am] |
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| | disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | light at the end - F-Minus | ] |
this it was fat mike of NOFX had to say about the election:
"We gave it our best shot. Senator Kerry today said that now we need to come together and heal as a nation. FUCK THAT. There's no fucking way I am going to come together with these homophobic, flag-waving, god-fearing, gun-toting, uneducated, isolationist, ethnocentric REDNECKS. We live in a country that's in a shroud of ignorance. We do not compromise or come together with them. We fight them and everything they stand for. We as a community have to take care of each other and respect each other because apparently our current government has no interest in that. They do not care about gay people, they do not care about sick people, they do not care about black people, they do not care about poor people, they do not care about the rest of the world, they do not care about our environment, and they especially don't care about a woman's right to choose. We may have lost the battle, shit we may have lost the war...but we are not losing our minds. WE ARE RIGHT...THEY ARE WRONG...just because we seem to be the minority doesn't mean we come together with them. We continue to fight….and drink...and try to have a good fucking time. That's my plan anyway, thanx to you all, Fat Mike"
i totally agree. i'm not gonna let this go. i am not gonna walk side by side with these assholes. I am a beleive in Unity and all that, but when religion and stupid morals get in the way of politics, its not right. they need to leave that shit at the door. There's too many pro-lifers out there that don't beleive in the freedom of choice. A freedom that lots of people die for so we could have it. Its just completely sad when over half the people in AMerica vote for a guy that lied to us directly to our faces, and he got caught lying, and he didn't care, he doesn't regret lying to his own people to get what he wants!! to Bush, he'll say anything, including scarying the people of his own country, to get his way, when really we should get our way. The majority of the polls say that people don't like how Iraq has turned out...so y did most of these people vote for Bush when he's the one that started the war in the first place for god damn reason at all. i am not gonna baw down to this administration. all i can do right now is voice my opinion and continue to show people how much of an asshole Bush is. basically, if bush wants to gain my respect, he's gonna have to go against everything he said he would do. I'm telling u, as Bush as our president, you will see another war with either Iran or N. Korea, the continuing war in Iraq and Afghanistan, abortion becomes illegal, the draft get reinstated (and chaces are the the people that get drafted are the people that didn't vote for vote), the economy will continue to fall, education prices go up, and once again u will see record high gas prices. I feel sorry for all those musicians, bands, celebrites, filmmakers, anyone who put sooo much effort to show people that Bush is an evil man, cuz in the long run...they failed. if you really look at it, they failed. they might say, Oh but with our help there was been record voter turnouts. SO? that don't mean shit cuz most of the people voted for Bush, the guy that u stood against. They failed, and i hope they realize that, so next time they will try hard or do something else. i did my best, and kerry won my state, so i did my part. i just wish i could of done it in Ohio or in FLorida. i've been saying for a long time that if Bush won, then i'm goin to canada. well, i will when i get out of school and everything is still fucked up, cuz theres no way i'm gonna fight in war i dont beleive in. i rather go to jail. Thanx for listening |
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| pretty good halloween |
[Nov. 1st, 2004|02:43 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | atheist's peace - bad religion | ] |
well it was a pretty good halloween weekend. Friday i had band practice, then saturday i went to some club/bar with randy and jeff. we saw a Misfits cover band. they weren't that bad, they didn't play anything from the Michael Graves era. they played all songs from the Danzig era which isn't bad, but it would of been cool to have more of a selection. Then on Sunday, the band played our first show since i've recovered from my broken leg. Man, was it a great show. i couldn't jump around or anything so that sucked but i still had fun. Dan looked awesome in his costume, he was MIcheal Graves. Randy looked funny, he was William Wallace from braveheart. Kevin was a zombie, arron was supposed to be michael myers but the mask was too tight, and i was supposed to be a Ring Wraith from lord of the rings but i ended up lookin like dealth so i don't care. i was sweating my ass off in my costume but the crowd seemed to enjoy the show. i got of "good job" from people. i saw 2 people i haven't seen in long time: Dave Smith and Ron Beckman. i can't remember the last time i saw them. but they didn't change lol. right after the set, i had to leave for school so that kinda sucked, so i didn't get to school till like 1am. then later today, i gotta go back home so i can vote tomorrow morning then leave for school again lol. crazy shit. my car will die. i can't wait to vote. i am seriously scared that bush might win. i can't understand y people would vote for that lying son of a bitch. i'm sorry, i just get sooo fuckin mad when i think about Bush. Tell ur friends to vote, its important. later |
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| same shit different day |
[Oct. 28th, 2004|02:36 pm] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | american Idiot - green day | ] |
blah blah blah. hibby dibby, i hope people read that article, i couldn't beleive how true most of it was. No one respects the nice guys, most of the time someone tries to take advantage of them. It sux being the nice guy, but thats all i can be, i couldn't be mean if i tried. i can't beleive school is almost over already, damn, september went slow as hell now its goin really fast. I've got tons of projects and papers to do.
I think i'm thinking too much. i think i'm sick, like the worst kind of sick. i should go to the doctor buti aint missing school, i'll go in december during my break. Hopefully, i'll get some good news for the holidays, but with my luck...who knows. i don't think its possible for me to think positively. Not in my blood i guess. Fate sucks, karma sucks. Oh well, i shouldn't be thinking this stuff right now, i've got so much to do.
The band is playing a show on Halloween, i got my costume. I'm gonna be a Ring Wraith or Nazgul as they are called in the book, from Lord of the Rings. i'm probably gonna sweat to death in it but oh well, i'll just take it off when i'm on stage. i'm not a very creative person when it comes to art and all that shit. i'm good at music and thats all.
Oh yeah, well i was watching TV with the roomie, this dude comes in the room and starts asking us who we are voting for and we both said Kerry, and soon as i saw the look on his face, i knew he was a Bush supporter. hey, i'm an a firm beleiver that everyone has a right to his/her own opinion, but republicans piss me off cuz they don't wanna listen. They think that Bush is like the perfect guy and all that, and i'm like come on, be reasonable. We argued for a while, it was civil, i like civil political arguments, not those arguments where u wanna choke the asshole, but good arguments when u learn a little about a person. its funny cuz i'm not even Italian lol. (lame joke i know). Anyway, he made a bet that he could prove that Kerry said that he would give Iran nuclear fuel if he was president, and i agreed, and he looked on my computer, and he lost, so he owes me a dollar lol. all his facts and opinions came from Fox news which is partly owned by a cousin of 'ol Wubbya. and when i told him that he was no, fox is owned by fox, i just laughed at him, he needs to expand where he gets his info, he needs to go to a Biased website or new program cuz those are the best; like Choose or Lose, they give both sides of the story. He also said that Clinton didn't do anything for the Black community, and he wanted me to print out 10 things that clinton did for the black community, and he was gonna do the past but for Bush Jr. Well, i printed out a hell of a lot more things than 10, and he didn't print out any. But he might of been busy but still, that shows he needs more info, plus he was from jersey and he looked like a soiled rich kid but i'm not gonna hold that against him lol. He kept saying that the economy is goin great which is bull shit cuz if the economy was so great then y was it a bigggg topic for this year's election, the economy's in the shit, and i told him to take a walk about some of the neighborhoods in philly and then tell me how the economy's doin. oh well, i'm done bitching and i hope i made my point. This country is gonna be in ashes unless we change something, so the first thing i'm gonna try to change is this BUll SHIT LYING SON OF A BITCH administration and i'm voting for KERRY!! i hope you will be smart too when voting, and i hope u vote for the right reasons, cuz i've heard come bull shit reasons for voting for bush and some good reasons but their not enough, its time for change, so do something about it. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|10:34 am] |
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| |  stressed | ] |
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| | dropkick murphy's - blood and whiskey | ] |
i used to think karma is bullshit, but i changed my mind, its not bullshit, its fucked up. I used to think that karma is bullshit cuz i'm a nice guy and nothin but bad luck happens to me, but i think that its fucked up cuz someone pointed out that it might not be something i did in this life but in a past lifetime. its that fucked up. i'm being punished for something i didn't even do!! only my ancestors did it! u would think Pontius Pilot was a ancestor of mine or something lol its funny cuz i don't believe in that pastlife bullshit but its starting to make sense which is sad. Makes me wonder what my ancestor did to fuck up my life....hmmmm. anyway, i read a great quote, i'm not sure if its mine or someone else's that i just wrote down cuz i liked it. if its mine, then i'm damn creative. here it is: When theres too much Poison in your blood, the only thing left to do is...shoot yourself!! man thats a great quote and its true. it seems like i wrote it cuz it has to deal with poison, and for some reason, i have this attachment to poison. its kinda odd.
u know what? its hard have different groups of friends, cuz if u do something with one group then u piss off another group. Like when i hang out with my band, my one group of friends get all pissed for some reason. i mean they treated like shit for so long, made fun of me and all that. now it seems like they can't live or hang out with out me. i guess i'm their scapegoat. its not like my band doesn't make fun of me lol i mean come on, everyone makes fun of me. hell if i had a friend who didn't make fun of me, then i would start to think something was wrong lol. wow i jsut realized how sad and stupid that is. oh well, i'm out. GO RED SOX!!! |
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| whatever |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|10:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i'm the one - descendents | ] |
Lots of shit goin on now a days. Arron had a kid and never told anyone that his girlfriend was even pregnant. these are crazy times. Dan is right everything is "all fucked up." school sux, same old shit, i get more and more frustrated everyday with projects and practicing plus homework. The recording session yesterday was a good one. kev did a good job on the drums. its taking forever to finish this album, we still have 3 more songs to record. it shouldn't take that long doin my bass tracks. hopefully arron can get the studio to do his guitar tracks. anyway, i'm out. this world is bull shit |
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